Keep the level steady. Do not allow others around you to sidetrack you and lower your seeking moments. You are in deep love with God, but like any relationship, if you do not cultivate it, others can come between my love and beings to their levels. Not going to happen. I got this! PUSH. The time is almost here!!

Should I be bitter? Should I feel used? I want to see you succeed so much. I want to love you with a Godly love. I see the next step. Seriously, I see the next level, yet I wonder if you will open up enough to run with it. Things have to change, and I'm wondering how God is going to do it. Get him now, Lord! Get him, now!!

I fight for you I fight for you
Will you shine for me?
I am sticking up for you, girl after girl.
Bro, increase the caliber. Increase your heart.
Life is more than outward beauty and passing passion.
Look into yourself to find what must decrease, so he can increase.
I am worried you will miss it.
I love you and will fight for you.
Fight for yourself. Make the choices that are necessary towards moving forward.

Tell me Lord Tell me Lord
What you want what you need me to be
How can I be the person you see in me?
I fight each day, saddened that I never knew this is what you had planned.
Will I be ok with taking so little?

You have always told me you 'will never leave me in my old age', but what about now?
My friends are all getting married and having children while I fight the strength of passion today.
I try not to become bitter, and I will not feel sorry for myself, but my cold heart wonders if this action will move forward,
Or am I created to chance the world alone forever,
God give me my Eve,
I cannot TAKE another wedding party.

Heart Check: I JUST noticed I spend time with people based upon what is big for them. Because I am not making a big sacrifice for me, I don't take it as serious. Give your whole heart. Strength in quality, not numbers.

'every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter. The sitter is merely the accident, the occasion. It is not he who is revealed by the painter; it is rather the painter who, on the coloured canvas, reveals himself. The reason I will not exhibit this picture is that I am afraid that I have shown in it the secret of my own soul.' -Picture of Dorian Gray

Of course you would have treated her kindly. One can always be kind to people about whom he cares nothing. -Picture of Dorian Gray

It seems to me that the further east you go the more unpunctual are the trains. What ought they to be in China? -Dracula