I am for the path lightly spoken and the oath lightly spoken
Where adventure and willingness reside
Where issues are not presented for dramatic interest
And people do not have to show off to be noticed
I am for the ones that have lost the small-beaten path of moving forward and instead try to find themselves on the large solid path that just keeps circling around a small area.
I am calling our tote name,
I really wa t you I'm this adventure bit you have to let to the safety's you have become used to waiting for the real thing
Let it go
Journey with me and I'll journey with you
We will help each other fight along the way
Fight to see in righteousness and keep true to integrity
Three I'd so much more than what you are
Your sins and confidences are taking away what is possible what is attainable
just believe
The journey begins and very abnormally I am immediately lonely,
There is intimacy on the journey I'm this path , and there is pride knowing that you have left the commonplace and begun a real adventure. Your mind starts to question if anyone else left from the commonplace trail and also begun the journey,
Still, not hearing anyone you press on,
Every now and then you pass someone,
How exciting it is to see then again after they des appeared so many years ago,
After awhile, a few of you began to group up,
What an exciting feeling it is to talk travel stories together,
A few days pass, and some of your group members have missed this group setting so much that they begin to slip in their choices.
The issues being worked out within each soul began merging.
Stay on the path, stay on the path,
Before too long, you realize many months have gone by.
You continue to sit and gloat as a group as each individual tells his story. No one is moving forward. God is calling you into something deeper.
As you say 'goodbye', this time it is harder,
You remember the loneliness you felt the first time, and dare you come to that level of grieving again, will you survive?
The small, dusty path continues and as the loneliness comes, so does the conversations with God. At the very same time, you feel lonely and the secrets of your soul unlocking. You are being molded. Press on.
As you come into a clearing, you are more directly untuned as a soldier of The Lord. The loneliness has burned off in most places, and only the truest of desires remain.
Tread lightly, for your time is not yet.
You travel on top of a cliff which looks out over all of this fantasia land,
You look close and see a small area from where the large path resided. The small, dirt path is right there, why can't they see it. Do they want to see it?
Over yonder there are fewer people who have started on the path, but after awhile got tired of following and assumed they could find a better path. How arrogant they are! Don't they see that each one if them created a circular part that only takes you around and around from that spot again?
You see the group that has moved very little. Right now Karl is telling his angel story everyone loves to hear that happened twenty years ago. You are called for a mission says God. This mission is direct and unmoving. Tell my people about my passion and all that I want to shoe them. Remember what you have learned. Immediately I saw a path revealed that took me back to the group with the solid road and beyond. My job is to pour out, so I may be filled up again. My God will not leave me in the night season. His words are for my good and for his righteousness' sake.
Um, God I don't want to go back. I know too much! I left there to join you.
And to join me deeper into the place where I invite you my son you much continue on by starting from your past. My time and ways for you are perfect. Love. Think. Live! Join with me and I'll join with you,
Oh the adventures we will have!
And so off I went without another haste,
Into the place of the king and what he really cares about,
I just never realized it at the time.
And so I come clean to you, people. I will dwell among you. I will love you and encourage you to start your journey...but when my time is up to go to continue this path, do not be alarmed, I moving forwards, not backwards.

Light bounces light and standards beCome greater and more epic. Because crippler slow light trip ambush

University went well....positive thinking about a university...yeah, this was the first time in ten years. I feared the same insecure, overwhelming feelings that constantly trapped me in high school would return, and I would find myself rejecting the little bits of positive achievement that occurred. Goodness, I tried so hard in high school. Yeah, so hard. So, so, so, so, SO hard. All to constantly be just able to keep my head above water. Sometimes, I even had to have others hold me head up.......for me, the ultimate torture.

Ironically, I was the kid that actually "had it together". haha, as CONCERNING 

Truth: I feel like I am not even part of our culture many times. I work and attend school so much that I hardly have time for anything else. This is usually fine with me because I barely have anything else worth switching things for, but I am taken back at the inability to communicate with some people.

Also, I have been struggling lately. The Bible. The B.I.B.L.E. Yes, the holy Word of God. I just cannot get into it. Or more so, I am hearing the same arguments come from the same book, and it seems like nothing is new. The Bible has remained the same for hundreds of years, and I just do not have a desire to read a history book. Now that my flesh has been expressed, I need to find a way to find my way back to enjoying this sacred book. And FAST!