While I appreciate the health benefits of losing so much weight, I must say that I am a bit taken back at how many girls find me attractive. Honestly, it is a bit distracting. Before, I could do me own thing no problem. Now that I am starting to dress and look how I feel, it freaks me out a bit at how much people are really paying attention. While I am as vulnerable as I am already because of eating the right foods, I really don't welcome the distraction. Still, I appreciate the new challenge. I am constantly worried that I will come off fake though. It could just be a misconception, but in my opinion, most preps are conceited and shallow. I want anyone to feel they can approach me. This is my mind thoughts. Yay for new challenges!