The Lord wants to walk with me as I see myself age, but my soul is reluctant. Part of me doesn't see why God would use an aging man, and part of me is afraid of being alone. I only want to find somebody who is a fit for me, not a forced mold. If there is no one or there is, I want to keep focused on what's next. I feel i won't give my whole heart to God because I want to play a victim mentality, feel lonely and feel sorry for myself for aging. Truth. He has told me He is not finished with me, even in my dying days, but I have to accept that and choose to walk with Him. I must embrace what he has for me in my older ages.

"Be brave enough to be willing to accept that God has plans for you as you age."

God has plans for me as I age

Giving your loneliness or anticipated loneliness to Jesus