University went well....positive thinking about a university...yeah, this was the first time in ten years. I feared the same insecure, overwhelming feelings that constantly trapped me in high school would return, and I would find myself rejecting the little bits of positive achievement that occurred. Goodness, I tried so hard in high school. Yeah, so hard. So, so, so, so, SO hard. All to constantly be just able to keep my head above water. Sometimes, I even had to have others hold me head up.......for me, the ultimate torture.

Ironically, I was the kid that actually "had it together". haha, as CONCERNING